Is it just me or is time passing faster than it used to? I feel like it’s just been February. We’re moving a bit to quickly — my birthday is in two months. I haven’t even really gotten used to Twenty yet. I don’t know, maybe things will be fine. I’m working on getting my drivers license and I’ve been looking at cars and I plan on quitting my job this month. Not sure what I’ll do after that, I’m still looking. I don’t think I’ll be able to move out this year but you know — I’m moderately positive I can start school again. I want to become a woodworker. I’m mostly excited about doing something useful for once, like actually acquiring a skill I can work with. Also, I think I’d look cute in more robust clothes. I really see myself getting down with some saws and… I don’t know. Sandpaper. Whatever.
I wanted to write but I’m still blocked. I’m not sure what exactly keeps me from just writing. My sibling is writing a lot more than me, also very consistently. I’m happy for them but also very jealous.
I got into making silly little edits for characters I like and it’s such a rewarding pastime, I can just collect clips and choose a song I like and make a short video and it just makes me feel so happy. So, that’s been nice. I’m very tired of my job but I’ve been hanging out with my friends a lot. Yesterday, my friend and I went rollerblading. That was fun.
Pretty sure I’m getting new glasses soon. Also very exciting. I don’t know, I’m just doing a little better, I guess. It’s nice; the sun’s been out and it’s not freezing anymore, that’s also good. I’m not really losing weight, it’s just kind of fluctuating. Weirdly, I feel like I throw up kind of a lot. I don’t know, I just feel sick a lot.
Yeah, I’m not sure — I don’t wanna jinx it or anything, but I’m really excited for summer. I’ll finally go to Pride this year, since I never managed to go. Just a lot to look forward to, kind of. Which is really nice. Maybe I’ll skate a bit today, maybe I’ll read. I restarted reading Twilight. I love loving things, it’s my favorite thing. I love being passionate about things.
I’ve been eating a lot of strawberries and listening to Fleetwood Mac and singing loudly again. I dream of big things and I try to listen to my body. My hair and I aren’t friends at the moment but we’ll work on that. Trying to get over things (I think it’s kind of working?)
Okay, I think that’s it for my update. Hi, May. Nice to see you.
Note: I watched Whip It (2009) the other day and now all I wanna do is play Roller Derby. Maybe I should just do it, right? I don’t know — maybe I just should. I might.